Unlocking life achievements

I’ve never been a “bucket list” person. I see the appeal of capturing life goals in lists, but I’ve not been someone who has done that to date. On the other hand, I think I’ve always been good about identifying things that I’d like to achieve – particularly in the workplace. Examples of those included gaining certain titles (first Director, later Vice President), leading teams of a certain size, and working internationally. Probably the most relevant life goal in terms of this blog, was my aim to achieve early retirement by age 50 – a date I’d originally set at 55, and then later reduced to 52 and then by 50 years of age.

On my daily morning walk, I found myself thinking about my last blog post, concerning my recent trend of taking long walks/hikes of up to 20 miles. Not being someone who views themselves in the slightest as athletic, these kinds of achievements were not something I foresaw myself targeting in years past. But here I am, feeling really driven to hit these targets and being highly motivated to do so, but without a clear view as to why. These seemed a topic worth exploring, and this article is an initial attempt to start on that process.

In recent events

As of my last article, I’d achieved my first 20-mile walk or “urban hike” if you will. In that case, I walked from my home to a grocery store the next town over, and returned back again in a single day. A week after that, lessons learned in hand, I set out to do it again. This time I had fancy new walking shoes (I’ve always hated spending money on footwear but believe me, I get it now), better socks, and a new route. That day, I ticked off yet another 20-mile walk, this time to a taqueria in a nearby town where I met my wife, Lorri for lunch, then walked home. My second 20-miler was easier, you won’t be surprised to learn. But reflecting on my goal I found I wasn’t done yet either.

I mentioned my interest in backpacking in the earlier post, and this being one of the motivators for me to take on these walking challenges. Discussing this further with Lorri, we decided my next outing should be some kind of multi-day solo adventure. After spending some time with Google Maps – where I plan all my routes (thank you, Street View!), I settled on something to meet this aim. I planned a two-day hike, targeting 17.5 miles on day one and 14.1 miles on day two, for 31.6 miles total. My my start and end points were each a >30 min drive from home, so this route would require a drop-off and pickup (my wife is very gracious), as well as an overnight stay at a motel – one conveniently located near a favorite brewery 🙂

Mission accomplished: but why?

To make a long story short, I achieved my latest goal! -and with two fewer blisters than the three I ended with last time! I think I know how to prevent the one I did get (I’ve done a lot of reading on the topic). So a challenge to address next time, it seems. But otherwise, this was honestly way easier than I’d thought it would be, despite it being the longest two-day hike of my life, and the first of those I’d done since I was at least half my current 48 years. I was also carrying more weight than usual given the overnight stay – about 13 lbs total between water, gear, and clothes. Sure, I was tired, my calves ached, and my feet hurt after the first day. But I was pleasantly surprised how well day two went once I got limbered up and accustomed to walking. The morning Advil assuredly didn’t hurt either, if I’m being honest.

Left image: Stats for day 1. Right image: Same for day 2
(Yes, I’m too lazy to fix the different white balance points!)

But the question I was reflecting on this morning was why this was important to me. To be frank – and I hope it’s not a letdown, I’m not certain I have the answer yet. Yes, part of it does involve an interest in backpacking. I needed to prove to myself that fundamentally, I’m capable of these durations + conditions to even consider longer trips. But that aside, what else is at issue here? Some of it may just be enjoying the idea of setting a challenge and achieving it. That’s a pretty nice rush, right? Doing so via athletic pursuits is rather foreign territory to me, to be truthful with you. I’ve always been pretty quick to give far less than my all to such pursuits so doing otherwise is definitely charting new ground for me.

Merely the latest in a list of items of interest?

I’ve written a lot here about the idea of time freedom. I’ve truly enjoyed this aspect of my current phase of life as much as I’d hoped I would. For me, it’s the best part of this FIRE path so far. But I didn’t go into this period with a long checklist of things I wanted to achieve. True, I did have some things in mind that I wanted to explore, while still others were added as I went. Thinking back over the past nearly two years, that list includes (but is not limited to – see this article for a laundry list!) things like:

That last one is pretty new so I haven’t written about it prior. I’m currently nearing completion of my WSET Level 2 certification in wine, and may proceed to the tougher Level 3 course. As I’ve mentioned before, I have a really fun part-time “job” working one day a week as a Wine Educator in a local area tasting room. I don’t need this certification to do that job competently, though it will make me better at it. Mainly, I just enjoy the content and growing my skills in wine tasting, evaluation, and general education. Perhaps this educational path will lead to something else, but I have no established plan to do so.

And maybe that last point is just it: I enjoy being able to set goals and achieve them at this point in my life, irrespective of whether I “need” to do them or whether I’m certain it will lead to something else of value. Perhaps this is just the “random walking” through interest areas that my YouTube partner in crime and I have discussed on the show before? I suspect this is the most likely explanation, but am not really sure either. I like it as a starting point in any case. If you have any other thoughts, I’d love to hear from you in the comments!

Lots of questions with few answers

What I don’t have for you, my patient readers, is a tidy way to wrap up this post. I’m not entirely sure why I continue to pursue these goals related to walking long distances. But I’m not losing sleep over that mystery. It’s been fun, educational, and I really enjoy the challenges (and achievement!) associated with it. So what’s next? I’m planning on doing a single-day marathon-length walk soon. It’s pretty exciting gearing up to do these walks, I must say. And maybe that’s also part of it – the pre-work and anticipation about whether I can achieve the next milestone is pretty great!

Lacking better ideas on how to close, I thought I’d share a few of the photos I took with my phone on my most recent journey. These are a great reminder to me that I live in a beautiful part of the world and these walks are a wonderful way to experience the area. I hope you enjoy them. Thanks as always for sharing your time with me! Mahalo 🙏

You are much stronger than you know

A few weeks ago I posted a new short form video to Two Sides of FI, the YouTube channel I produce with my show partner, Eric. These videos are often highlight clips taken from our full-length videos which we share between episodes. This one was a little different. In that video I talked about the idea of spontaneity, something I thought a lot about during a 13-mile walk* I took the day prior. I’m not going to rehash the content of that video, as I think that’s covered well there. I hope you agree. Rather, I’d like to write about the walk itself.

What I didn’t state in the video is that walk was the second-longest I’d done in my life. In fact, the longest was a 14-mile hike in Utah that my wife, Lorri and I did nearly twenty years ago in 2003, when I was in the best shape of my adult life. We basically lived inside the boundaries of Acadia National Park at that time, didn’t yet have a child, and hiked often. So even though 14 miles is a long hike no matter what, it wasn’t too much of a struggle as I recall. This picture seems to support that, as we don’t seem what I would characterize as miserable.

Me and my wife smiling next to the sign at the end of the trail after completing our hike
2003 (Utah): Happy at the end of our fourteen-mile hike

Time for a new challenge

Fast forward to now: I’m closing in on 50 years old faster than I’d prefer, am certainly heavier vs. 2003 though thankfully otherwise in excellent health, and while I still walk and hike at least five days a week, most of my excursions are around three miles long with occasional hikes of 4-6 miles. I’m still good to go on trails marked as Moderate intensity, but a longer Strenuous graded hike on a hot day will definitely kick my ass. But I can get it done. But it’s certainly been a very long time since I hiked more than 7-8 miles in one go.

So honestly, for me it was kind of a big deal that last month with almost no advance thought, I decided to walk out my door and not stop for more than 13 miles until I arrived two towns down the road at my targeted lunchtime stop. The reason I gave Lorri for undertaking this endeavor was my interest in doing some backpacking, and needing to see what my endurance was like these days. But if I’m being honest, the main reason I undertook that challenge was simply to see if I could do it. It turned out that I could!

I was really happy with that achievement, which was the equivalent of walking a half-marathon. But I knew I was capable of more. I hadn’t fallen apart after more than 13 miles of walking and honestly didn’t feel too bad the next day either. So yesterday I decided I had more tests I wanted to take on. My family was going to be busy with other things, so the timing was great. After considering a few route options, I set out to walk to a grocery store in the next town. Taking a longer route on back roads through vineyards and ranches, it would be about ten miles to get there. Depending on how I felt at that point, I’d either take a more direct route home for 17.5 miles total, or what I really wanted to do: reverse my earlier route for a total of 20 miles.

Raising the bar + going for it

Completing either option would have been a huge achievement for me, and the longest hike/walk I’d ever done at either 25% or 43% longer compared with the Utah hike I described above. The first ten miles went fine and then I grabbed a quick lunch. After sitting for 20 minutes to rest and eat, I set out again. After a little deliberation, I decided I just had to go for 20 miles. What was the risk? Even if I couldn’t make it back I could always call for a ride. I felt pretty confident that I could make it though. If I’m being honest, I kinda knew it, and would regret choosing the shorter walk home had I done it.

That confidence aside, I was pleasantly surprised how well it went. Yes, my split times got a lot worse in the back half of the walk. My usual ~19-20 min walking pace slowed quite a bit to yield the average shown above. It was a hot day, and my hips, feet, and legs were definitely tired. Listening to music helped, particularly some more aggressive industrial + metal for when I started dragging. So I soldiered on, drinking water from my trusty CamelBak all the while, and got through it. I took a pit stop before the last two miles and grabbed a cold drink at a store, as the now-tepid water I was carrying wasn’t gonna get me to my goal. Once I got back to my neighborhood I did an extra lap around the block to ensure I hit my target: 20 miles. I had done it!

My daughter was really surprised (and sounded a bit concerned) when I told her how long I’d walked. Teens aren’t great at measuring the passage of time so I’m not sure she realized I had been gone for eight hours and walking for nearly all of that. My response to her amazement was pretty simple: “You are stronger than you realize.” I’ve always believed that’s true, though I’ve not often considered athletic achievements when saying that to myself. I was, after all, one of the kids always picked last for teams in gym class. Always. So choosing something so sporty to test myself with was kind of a big deal.

I think it’s important to remind ourselves of just how much we are capable, and that’s the core lesson I took from this experience. Perhaps we don’t always need such tests to do that, but they can be a pretty helpful tool to prove it to our ever-doubting brains. I do know that until recently, I wouldn’t have conceived of taking this on, nor made the time to do it if the idea had crossed my mind. “Giving up” a whole day for a walk like this is certainly a good example of the power that time freedom really offers, and why I consider this the greatest benefit of my early “retirement”.

What tests have you intentionally or by circumstance undertaken, proving to yourself just how strong you are? I suspect anyone reading this has great examples of the same. You are all stronger than you may know. I wish you all the best.


*when all my time moving is spent on paved or unpaved roads or on the shoulders of the same, I term these excursions as “walks” – no matter how rural they might be. This is in contrast to hikes, which for me indicates that I’m traveling on trails, navigating irregular terrain, etc. In the end they can both have lots of elevation change and range from Easy to Strenuous grade, and are definitely both exercise, but I choose to differentiate the way I use the terms. 🤷‍♂️

The value of taking inventory: a 20-month checkpoint

First, sorry to have been away so long! I see that it’s been two months since my last post – my longest writing gap so far. To be honest, I just haven’t had topics about which I wanted to write, such that I was willing to take time away from other things on my plate. That changed today while on a walk with my wife, Lorri.

If you’ve worked in retail, manufacturing, or in a whole host of other trades, you understand the value of taking inventory. One of the key lessons I’ve learned since leaving the workplace more than 1.5 years ago is that this applies to our personal lives as well. What do I mean? I’ve found there is tremendous value in taking time to reflect, allocating the mental space needed to think about what you’ve been up to, your accomplishments, lessons learned, etc. I didn’t do a very good job of that -and often enough during my career, but this blog has been a big part of me changing that.

Some time after I wrote an article reflecting on my first year in early “retirement”, I decided I wasn’t going to write another milestone post until my two year mark. Sitting here penning this piece, I realize that I’ve changed my mind. Today marks 628 days since my last day at my last job in biotech, just over 20 months or 1.75 years ago. Most days, that phase of my life seems really far away, but on occasion it feels rather near. The former makes good sense to me as I feel like, despite the challenges that came with COVID-19, I’ve done a lot since embarking on this next chapter in my life. And so I thought it would be a fun exercise to take inventory of those things here.


So what have I been up to? I don’t know if I can top the pace of my first six weeks post-FIRE, but I feel like I’ve done a lot. While not an exhaustive list, in no particular order, I have…

  • Started Two Sides of FI, a YouTube channel and podcast, with my good friend of 35 years, Eric. As I write this, we’ve released 29 full-length episodes as well as many highlight videos and Shorts, which have been viewed nearly 700 thousand times, and we have nearly 13,000 subscribers to the channel. Wow! I’m so proud of this project and remain humbled that people value the content we produce. This has been the most fulfilling aspect of my FIRE journey so far, without exception.
  • Learned* video and audio production and editing. The asterisk denotes that this learning is very much ongoing. But I feel like I now know just enough to be dangerous re: Final Cut Pro, Garage Band, and the processes needed to put out video and audio content.
  • Completed three iOS app development courses and wrote a few apps. I spent a good chunk of the first 4+ months after moving to this effort, and really enjoyed it. I completely threw myself into this and had planned to do so even before leaving my job. I’ve not done much with this lately but who knows? I may pick it up again.
  • Qualified as a FAA-certified Part 107 commercial drone pilot. Last year I bought a drone and wasn’t entirely sure of where that would take me. But since the videos were going to be used on YouTube and I had some interest in other commercial uses, getting the license was the right path. Will it ever go beyond simple hobby use? Who knows?
  • Volunteered at my local COVID-19 vaccine clinic. One of my post-FIRE aims was always to do more service. Due to COVID and other more selfish reasons, I haven’t done really well on this aim – yet. But I did enjoy taking a weekly shift at the town clinic during the big vaccination push in those early months after shots were available.
  • Worked part-time at a local winery tasting room. I never saw this coming but my love of wine, enjoyment of education, and need for socialization made a once-weekly tasting room job a great fit. I’m still doing this nearly a year later with a really great group of people, and I truly enjoy it – as well as the industry discounts! 🍷
  • Given two talks and career counseling to students. I had the honor to be invited to speak to two groups of undergraduate + graduate students about careers in biotechnology and my own path. Since then I’ve had a number of career counseling calls with students. I get a ton out of these and wonder if it may turn into something I want to do more with.
  • Took the longest vacation of my life – 5 weeks! Like many, we didn’t get to see family and friends for over a year due to COVID-19. It was wonderful to get such a long time to travel with my wife and daughter, seeing so many people we missed. This kind of trip, along with some shorter road trips, simply couldn’t have happened were I still working full-time.
  • Found a great online community in the FIRE Discord server. I’ve been a fan of online chat since the earliest days of the internet. But I didn’t realize the value I’d find in socializing with a group of like-minded FIRE folks such as this great group has provided me. Talking about FIRE can be tricky so forums like this are a wonderful thing to have.
  • Taken several online classes. Outside of the iOS coursework, I’ve taken classes in topics including financial markets, personal finance, and most recently world history (admittedly we’ve been a little delinquent on this last one lately). I love learning and look forward to taking some classes at our local community college or university in the future!
  • Started a homebrewing club with Lorri. Making connections with people and socializing is important. The combination of moving to a new town, not having a “day job”, and COVID made both things tough. It’s been great to combine our love of beer and brewing with the opportunity to meet people. We’re a few months in now and it’s going really great.
  • Done a ton of cooking and learned new cuisines. I managed to make all seven of the Oaxacan moles (my recipe database is here), which was an extension of a long-standing bucket list item to make mole negro. Eventually I moved on to Indian cuisine, which was a really fun change-up. I’m still cooking nearly all the family’s meals at this point and it’s something I truly enjoy.
  • Taken hundreds of walks and hikes. I’ve taken a walk nearly every day since I stopped working, and most weeks I also take a longer hike with Lorri. This has been great for so many reasons: when solo, I listen to books or podcasts, or simply take time to reflect. When my wife and I walk/hike together, it’s great phone-free time to just catch up, talk about future plans, and enjoy quiet time together. I can’t imagine not having this in my life now!
  • Read many more books than I had in years. While I’ve always been a reader, admittedly the pace of completing books slowed a lot for me as my career advanced. I’ve now completely turned that around and between audiobooks, ebooks, and the paper kind, I get through tons more these days. It’s also wonderful having a library just a short walk from home!


I’m sure I neglected to add many things to this list. And it’s probably way too long so I do wonder who will even read it. But even so, it’s been really rewarding to sit, think, and write this piece. A few thoughts come to mind: While I now have way more “free time” than ever in my adult life, I’ve never been bored (I get asked this a lot). Rather, like many early “retirees”, I don’t know if I’ve ever been busier. The difference is that now with rare exception, the day is full of the things I/we want to do, and not things at someone else’s direction. But this list does at least help me appreciate why I always feel like I’ve got plenty that I want to do!

Looking at the list, it’s a mix of things I’d planned to do since before I stopped working, along with quite a few I just stumbled into – the YouTube channel is a great example of that. There was absolutely no plan to do that and yet it’s become my biggest time expenditure post-FIRE, as well as the most rewarding part of each week. And this is the benefit of this chapter of my life. I now have the freedom to wander around, trying things, and seeing what sticks. And like with iOS coding, I can simply set things down after trying them – temporarily or perhaps permanently. Who cares?

As I’ve written many times here before, I know just how fortunate I am to be where I find myself. I remain thankful for all of you who read these pieces, sharing your own experiences with me as you follow my journey. I wish you all the best in whatever you aim to achieve.
Mahalo. 🙏